Mohammed Shami Confesses He Got Suicidal Thoughts

India's veteran fast bowler Mohammed Shami has revealed a deeply personal struggle, admitting that he once battled suicidal thoughts. Speaking on Aap Ki Adalat with Rajat Sharma, Mohammed Shami shared, "The thought came to my mind, but it did not happen, thank God, otherwise I'd have missed the World Cup... I thought of the love and affection. Then I decided, forget this and focus on my game."

Legal Battles and Personal Life

Shami's off-field life has often been under the spotlight. In July 2023, the Calcutta High Court directed him to pay ₹4 lakh monthly maintenance to his estranged wife, Hasin Jahan, and their daughter. Of this, Jahan receives ₹1.50 lakh, while their daughter is entitled to ₹2.50 lakh.

The couple, married in 2014, welcomed their daughter in 2015 but separated in 2018 following allegations of domestic violence. Jahan has since filed multiple petitions, including a demand for ₹7 lakh monthly family maintenance.

Recent Form and Setbacks

On the cricketing front, Shami's recent performances have been below par. Playing for Sunrisers Hyderabad in IPL 2025, he managed only six wickets across nine matches. His last outing on May 2 against Gujarat Titans saw him concede 48 runs in three overs without a wicket.

He also missed India's Anderson-Tendulkar Trophy Test series in England earlier this year and wasn't part of the Asia Cup squad in September. His absence from the national side has stretched since the ICC Champions Trophy 2025, where he last represented India.

Past Glory and Hopes for Return

Despite recent struggles, Shami remains a proven match-winner. During the Champions Trophy, he stepped up in Jasprit Bumrah's absence, finishing as India's joint-highest wicket-taker with nine scalps in five matches. Alongside Varun Chakravarthy, he played a vital role in India's title win against New Zealand in the final. His last Test appearance came in the 2023 Ashes series in England against Australia.