London, Apr.24 (ANI): England and Chelsea mid-fielder Frank Lampard's jilted Spanish lover Elen Rives has branded him a "bastard" for his cold hearted attitude to her now that they have split.
She said: "I'm not coping. I'm 34 and old now, what am I supposed to do? It's too late for me."
Frank, 30, and Elen, who were together for seven years and have two children, split in November, calling the decision "very amicable".
But Elen has since told friends she wants the relationship back on - something Frank is not considering as he has been linked to millionaire's daughter Saskia Boxford, 23.
A pal said: "She's devastated. She loved Frank more than anything and with each month that passes wants him back more.
"She sees him with other women and it tears her apart."
Elen broke her silence about the split on a rare night out earlier this week.
She branded the Chelsea midfielder "heartless" for seeing other girls.
"I text him to tell him I'm not coping but he doesn't care. I cry to him on the phone but I get nothing from him. No emotion, just blank. He's a bastard," the Daily Star quoted her, as saying.
She also told how unhappy she was to be in a small flat with daughters Luna, two, and Isla, one, while claiming he had turned their old #8.5million home into a "bachelor pad".
The friend added: "She will get a bigger flat for her and the girls but at the moment is waiting. It makes the split harder."
Elen also said she was struggling to move on with her life, comparing herself unfavourably to Wayne Rooney's wife Coleen.
She said: "I'm not like Coleen who is 23 with a great career, so I don't know how I can move on. It's so hard." (ANI)