London, Sept 1 : English model Kelly Brook has revealed that she is still in love with American actor Billy Zane, even though they have broken up.
Brook had ended her four-year relationship with Zane through a tearful phone call last month, but she is still stuck on the Titanic actor.
"I see myself as single - yet I'm very much in love with Billy," the Sun quoted her as telling Glamour magazine.
The two had met on the filming of the thriller movie Three in 2003, and after much courtship had made plans to marry in the summer of 2008.
However, their plans could not materialise because Brook, who was too heartbroken over her father's death in November 2007, kept putting it off.
The impact of her father, Kenneth Parsons, succumbing to cancer broke her down totally, and she had to quit reality show 'Strictly Come Dancing', and her relationship with Zane crumbled. "Billy and I both fly around the world and are introduced to beautiful people every day on location. We did that really well for four years when we were committed to each other, but I didn't have the energy to keep that going," she said.
"When my Dad died I was at rock bottom. It broke my heart to see my relationship with Billy go, but I can't emotionally support another person and myself. I want to be available for my family," she added.
The couple, who had split up in April 2008, reunited briefly and enjoyed romantic holidays in the south of France and Ibiza.
"We realised we're at our happiest when we are together," she recalled.
"The less time we spend together, the more complicated it's becoming.
"I'm not in a committed relationship. He's free to do as he pleases," she added.