New York, May 5 : American actress Uma Thurman's stalker insists that he is a 'shy man.'
The stalker Jack Jordan, while writing in his diary has revealed that he never had the courage to ask any woman out, through his entire life.
"I'm a shy man, Uma, and always had a pretty low self-esteem. In my memory, I have never asked a woman on a date," the New York Daily News quoted him as saying.
The 37-year-old vagrant referred to Thurman as his 'sweetheart' and 'baby' in his writings that moves on from poetic to the pathetic.
"I could tell you about my life, my dream, play you music," Jordan scrawled in flowery handwriting.
"If you think you love me, then how sad that your kids and you and me would have to spend another holiday apart," he wrote.
Jordan also revealed how he drove for three days from California to New York for the 'Kill Bill' star and his quest to find Thurman's home before finding a photo of her apartment.
Jordan eventually located Thurman's Greenwich Village apartment "from that one picture, 'where you were so lovely, baby,'" he wrote.
He was arrested last fall outside Thurman's residence, two years after he tried to force his way into her movie trailer during a SoHo film shoot and also stalked her with a series of e-mails, letters and phone calls.